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BAMtaz Just another romeo story :P Oct 20, 2010 9:41 AM I don't usually join these sort of groups... But I feel we are all going through this 'forbidden love' escapade.. My story is long so you might lose interest.. But it's just so I can explain my situation and let it out :P Ok so there's this guy, and he is 8 years older than I am. I was 18 at the time, he was 26. And about 2yrs ago he had a crush on my older sister (20) ... Nothing ever happened, they went out as friends to get to know each other and nothing came of it...she wasn’t entirely interested... and he didn’t 'click' with her.... anyway April last year I met this guy... so we were acquaintances... He was fairly friendly with my sisters and cousins and we had the same circle of friends.... In about august we would meet at the club and we would talk for hours! .. It was like we were the only 2 people there.... We had an unbelievable amount in common and we just ‘clicked’... over a short period of time we fell for each other. I was aware of this connection, and he was but we didn’t say anything... I was scared because I knew he once liked my sister so I had to be weary... but I knew this wasn’t the same. Anyway my cousin saw the connection and she invited me and him over to her house and we were both together....and that night we were talking and he told me he had feelings for me and I told him its complicated because my family is very strict and age will be an issue and the fact that he liked my sister at one stage would also bother my parents.. Well that aside, I went with my heart... We would see each other as much as we could, without me telling my parents... I didn’t want to tell them because I knew what they would say...They wouldn’t let me see him... So I told him we'll wait awhile and then ill confront my parents about us then one night....stupid me got drunk and I accidentally told my other older sister and she was angry at me cause she was like 'he liked your other sister don’t even go there' and I was told to stay away from him from my mum and older sister. And I was told that if my other sister (the one he used to like) found out about this she would kill me cause “apparently” she kind of liked him during this time (all of a sudden) ..Which I think is a load of BS, cause as much as I love my sister, she is manipulative like that. Anyway... that night I spoke to this guy, very upset. I told him I had to break it off because my family told me not to go there blah blah blah ... he was sad but I told him to meet me for one last time A few days later we met up, and that was the day we ended up telling each other that we love each other sooo it goes without saying I didn’t break it off So we were sneaking around for quite some time... My mum got a bit suspicious... Then one night we went out to the club and he was there...and we acted normal (so we thought)...but the sister who he once liked noticed something by our 'body language' and shes assumed it was him that i liked, and before i could say anything she ran into the bathroom crying and i didn’t know what to do ... i told her we both liked eachother and she got angry at me cause apparently thats when she liked him too(That was the first I was hearing of it).. If I knew that I would never have gone there but it just happened! Anyway the next night my mum snatched my phone of me ...read all my messages...my dad called him up and had a go at him... he asked if he could speak with them...so he came over and spoke to my parents... They abused and judged him... and they told him to have no contact with me or they’ll get the cops onto him (which is pathetic)... he told them he loved me and my parents didnt care..... I didn’t drop contact... How could I drop contact with someone I love? .... It was intense and then we did it again... We continued to see each other and then I got caught out...again because I’m stupid and careless! My mum saw us together and yelled at him to stay away from me,  my mum NEVER swears, she so against it, but she called him an 'F****ing animal!" and mum said if I wanted to b with him  I had to get out.. And if I get caught having any contact she will personally kick me out I was grounded for about 6 months...I wasn’t allowed out... I had my phone taken off me for 3months... I love my family but I did get allot of emotional abuse from them and there was no trust. Needless to say, I had no choice but to stay at home for a few more years... I’m a full time Uni student, and I only have a casual job... I couldn’t afford to move out and I didn't want to depend on anyone for money... It’s been 8months now, and we’ve gone our separate ways... he did say to me in an email ‘ ‘be safe and remember that when I told you how I felt I meant it. Where ever I end up in the world it will always be the same.’... Personally, I don’t think a person should say that to someone... I will probably always love him... and time will only tell if it’s meant to be, but don’t tell me you will ‘always’ love me... It hurts too much.  
lexib1994 absence makes the heart grow fonder Oct 14, 2010 8:32 AM Well..this is my story. We are both players, we both play mind games on each other and other people, we both have a sick twist, and we both are crazy. We are too alike, him and I. We ended badly and here I am, living two hours away from him. My friends hate him and his friends hate me. Even if we were to try to make what we "had" work, our attempts would be futile. He is a once-before heartbroken soul who is lost and is trying to desecrate others by making them fall for his tricks. I on the other hand, am in love with him yet I can't quit the games I play on others. It's cruel actually. Me and him are on and off constantly. He wants a challenge and a chase, yet I want him..all of him. Plus I want what I can't have. It seems like fate is going against us. Not only is that we live so far away from each other, but he is graduating this year. There is no possible way to ensure that he is trusting or honest or even true... I could never be sure if what we had was real, but I love it. There's always a surprise with him. I think maybe one day in the future, we will meet again. And it will hit him, like an epiphany. We could work later in life, just not right now. But the more I wait, the more I crave him. Our time will come soon enough, when our love will not be forbidden anymore...
DrDishevel Dr. Dishevel Busted Aug 1, 2009 5:34 PM Dr Dishevel Caught on +sizeCheats Dr. Dishevel was caught puppet handed this past Wednesday by a group that tracks down cheaters called +size Cheats but he claim he wasn't the one cheating; the group that busted him had been stalking the whole episode for several days after the husband of the woman claimed that she kept leaving at odd hours of the night saying she was going out for ice cream. The husband notices this happening quite often and he claims she seemingly never gain any weight from the trips. This is when the husband began to get curious and one day stumbles upon a business card in her pant suit. The name read Dr. Ashley Dishevel therapist 24/7/365. The husband felt like at the time he had his proof of adultery but he felt like he needed more evidence so he hired a group that tracks down cheater and exposes them to their spouse. The husband let the affair go on for several weeks but nothing had ever transpired. The husband claim he was about to give up the whole ordeal when this past Friday night the husband got his first lead. The husband claims he overheard a phone conversation about should his wife bring her friend with her and what should he wear tonight and the husband thinks that the reply is yes, because she giggled after words. The husband suspects that there is going to be some kind of weird sex orgy because of the extra friend that his wife is bring to the event so the husband calls in the professionals, +size Cheats. +size Cheats and the husband that night to go investigate so they stake out the parking lot they suspect the whole filthy thing is going to transpire. They end up sitting in the parking lot for several hours when Dr. Dishevel Chrysler 300 shows up, it was very dark and quiet and when Dr. Dishevel drove up he pulls to the back of the parking lot. The air is very humid and the windows are very foggy. They park the car and shortly after there is movement in the automobile, it looks to be several people in the car and lots of rocking. That is about the time when +size Cheats and the Husband rush the vehicle. There are many cameras popping like pop corn and when they finally get the situation underhand, Dr. Ashley Dishevel claims that he was simply coaching one of his students from his class to handle her relationship better with her husband. Dr. Dishevel works with some very controversial techniques on all levels of therapy. Many of his techniques are shrouded in secrecies and many are very unorthodox. Dr. Ashley Dishevel has been teaching classes with puppets for quite some time in an underground basement in Nashville and has many followers. Dr. Ashley Dishevel has recently been in the news, when he rushed the Capital building this past weekend in Nashville with several thousand supporters to protest the inability for people to marry their puppets. He also claims that he wants the rights of the puppets to be pushed all the way to the Supreme Court on Marriage for puppets and adoption of children for puppets.
nicoler1992 My forbidden love story Jul 7, 2009 2:54 PM About 3 months ago, I hurt myslf playing softball with my dad. I tore a lot of things in my knee and had to get major surgery done. After it was over, I was recommended by my orthopedic sergeon to go to the physical therapist that is in the same building as him, so I did. After 2 months, I suddenly realized that I was falling for my physical therapist. I would get so excited when he would come and stretch me out becuase, just the touch of his skin, I could melt into a puddle. It sounds pretty childish to state it that way, but there really is no way to explain my feelings for this man. I have never felt like I have wanted anything more in my life and that, if I don't have him, my life will be incomplete. And it is not just the physical part that attracts me so much. He has a personality that would make anyone melt. His ideas/views on life, he is such a gentleman, people look up to him, and just the way he makes me feel safe and like a person, is enough for anybody to love. When I was 9, my mother died. I had to grow up VERY fast, which is why, I believe, that I do seem to gravitate towards older men. But even with my adult attude, He is still pushing me (not knowingly) to be the older women I am trying to mature into gracefully. Since I met him, I have gotten into trying to look more presentable, quitting the habit of sucking my thumb (even though that should have stopped like, 7 years ago) and just learning about who I am and what it feels like to love another human-being by choice. He is the perfect person for any women but unfortunatly, he is 38-years-old and I am 15-years-old. I don't know what I am looking for someone to tell me. I have confided in my aunt and grandmom, but I can't explain to them about how I feel without them jumping to the conclusion that he is a pervert. I would like to state that he is NOT a pervert and has showed no interest in me other than on a professional basis. He is my first love and I just wish I could express it to him. Is what I am feeling wrong? Should I tell him how I am feeling at all? Someone, please help me.
SomethingSpecial Do you have to be apart from someone to get over them? Jun 7, 2009 7:36 AM Ok, this is my first post but here goes. Firstly I would like people to know and that I'm not stupid and I understand how ridiculous some of this may sound but bare with me, I'm only fifteen. Secondly if you don't believe that I could really be in love at this age then I think your wrong =) I'm in love with this boy and he doesn't know, he has no idea. Honestly he's my very very best friend but if someone asked me then I would say my best girl friend was. And it is true, I love her to bits and we could go on laughing forever but I don't feel as deep a connection with her as I do with him. Everything about him is perfect in my eyes but then love is blind and we have have been through some tough times. When we laugh together it's like nothing else I've ever experienced and when we touch and hug I can't believe how amazing it feels. This love is quite irrational also because up until recently I've had issues with the way he's been treating me and he's put me through one of the worst experiences I've ever had in my life. But please don't hate him, when I say he's changed I mean it and our friendship has grown so much since. You're probably thinking now " Well, whats the problem? You say he's perfect?" Well it's that traditional bummer that a load of women have to facee. He's gay. We went out yesterday and it got me thinking about things. We were driving back from London and it was late, we were both tired and his parents were sat in the front driving the car. I fell asleep facing away from after a few minutes and when I woke up a little later I looked over at him. He was dozing in a strange position facing away from me and all I could think about was how beautiful he looked and how much I wanted to reach over and touch him. I thought about all the special times we'd had together and suddenly I found it unbearable to sit next to him with about being able to reach over and touch him and kiss him and hold his hand and love him properly. I mean I get this all the time but it's never been quite so unbearable before. We have got a good physical relationship but it's on his terms, I mean I have to respect his boundaries. It feels so amazing when he touches me in any way and a couple of times things have got a little bit sexual but it's only a joke. Anyway I couldn't drag my gaze away from him as he slept. And then a song called "Walk Away" came up on my ipod which was on shuffle at the time. For those of you who don't know it's a song from High School Musical 3 where Gabriella debates leaving Troy on her own terms to avoid ultimate heartbreak in the end. This got me thinking. Eventually me and this boy wouldn't be together anymore. And it would definitely be on him terms: he could get a boyfriend, leave for university somewhere I couldn't follow or just find a new best friend. A saying I heard applies here: the one who loves least controls the relationship. And I'm not saying he doesn't love me because he does but fate won't allow him to love me as much as I love him. Here's a few lyrics from the song so I can explain this better > I guess I should've known better, [Than to fall for someone I can't have] to believe that my luck could change, Oh. I let my heart and forever, [ We always say that we'll be friends forever, BFF's] Finally learn each other's names. I tell myself, "this time it's different."[ "This time it's different , he'll turn straight for you", from the weaker part of my mind] No goodbyes, cause eyes can't bear to say it. "I'll never survive the one that's coming", [ I won't survive if he leaves me] If I stay. Ok, well I was just wondering if people out there think that you can get over someone without breaking friends with them? Because for me, even though loving him is difficult I feel like our friendship stops it from hurting. Do people think I should end the friendship in order to avoid pain later or make the most of it while things are good? Do you have to be apart from someone to fall out of love with them. All responses welcome. I just need the opinion of some unbiased people. Thankyou, if you bothered to read all of this and thankyou for humouring me if you have any advice to offer.

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